Oktober Tyme

Hello friends!

I haven't written in forever because life has been inSANE.

Let me just say a couple things that I have learned this month that I wish to pass on.

First of all... college parties? Not as awesome as they sound. People aren't trustworthy and guys are dicks. You're welcome.

Karaoke? It's fun, but it sucks to do it in a place where people are loud as crap. Cuz then you just sound like crap.

You need to take time for yourself. My life was getting insane and crazy and awful. Then I would watch an episode of one of my tv shows before bed, and everything felt better. It's like I was comfortable and safe again, because it was familiar.

Sing. Often.

When you go home after a month and find out you haven't lost any weight PROBABLY means that you have, you've just gained it in muscle. I'm going with leg muscle. There's a crap ton of walking I need to do every day, so that's what I'm blaming it on. That, and very rarely eating bread/pasta/other starches.

Avoid breads/pastas/other starches. Eat apples and other fruits. For me personally... I don't like fruit. I still don't like fruit, because I'm not doing a very good job at making myself like it. I should really be eating an apple a day. But I don't like fruit, so I don't. Maybe that'll be my October challenge.

I also need to catch up on Glee. I'm watching one of the new episodes on tv right now, but I'm actually so far behind.

Now on to news about myself. I dyed my hair tonight. Purple and pink. There's still a little bit of blonde left on the front, and all of my Mohawk is still blonde. The sides of my head is my natural colour- chestnut brown. Which looks chocolate brown compared to the rest of the colours. It's still wet, so I'm excited to see what it looks like dry.

For the first time ever I'm all caught up on my homework! I did homework in class on Tuesday, homework in class on Wednesday, I have one drawing to do from today, Thursday, and then we'll see what I have to do tomorrow, but I'm not concerned because I have Saturday, Sunday, and Monday to do homework from sculpture. I am completely stress-free and it's fantastic. Much much needed, and I am so happy. It's just... relaxing. And I have time to dye my hair!

It annoys me that Glee is always full of people singing. There's a moment and then Demi Lovato starts playing the guitar and singing Here Comes the Sun. Can't they just have a normal conversation, like normal people?

New Girl is a very good show. I recommend watching it. As is Community and Breakout Kings. And the X Factor. That's what I've been watching lately.

Kids: Call home often. You need to talk to your parents. Your mom wants to hear about your day. She's the best therapist you can have. If you can tell your mom your most personal secrets... you will have the best life. You could have done the most embarrassing or shameful or stupid thing ever, and be able to forgive yourself, because your mom will forgive you.

Or at least, my mom will. There have been times I've wanted to run away, sometimes contemplated doing things more drastic (my whole life, not just in the last month) and then I think about how that would effect my parents. How they would miss me. How they love me. And everything gets better. It's very cool.

The costumes in Glee are hideous tonight. Good God.

Gnight and farewell my peeps :)